Tuesday, October 04, 2005

had the "this way up" booster thang today. wasnt payin much attention though, i was pretty occupied, thinkin of all the stuff thats happening. i don't know what was bothering me more, was it the fact that the booster thing was most probably the last time we are gonna get to see cherie and ramesh, or was it the fact that mah mon have been pretty darn sick fer the past few weeks. yesterday she was whining more than usual. and believe you me, mah mom is not a person who is very good expressing how she feels. but when she starts, you gotta start worryin cause this shit is most probably serious. nehoo, she was askin me to study hard and stuff and she was sayin stuff like she might not be there fer me and how she couldnt really breathe normally yesterday. so much so that it is startin to freak me out. i'm scared.

well, about the ramesh and cherie thing, i've always been lousy at saying good bye. i hate to say good bye, hence usually i'm the one who crys the most at a funeral or what not. so yea.

got back our english paper today. A2, pretty happy with mah results, but i dont know if i really deserve A2, like mdm rubiah was goin on about how she was told that she marked very linently this time. so yea.

i'm dead tired, i'm goin to sleep soon.

bye, and lotsa love humans.
Joyce

9:53 PM